May 2013
i complain so much it's funny
i don’t know if i’m mad or deeply depressed or just lost all emotion to anything that has been happening. i feel like i should be sad that i basically lost my bestfriends and that they don’t care, but i am so used to people doing this it seems like old news already. i put up with so much shit from people you would think i’d learn by now. i do so much for the people i care...
its crazy that there are people that mean the world to you and yet you mean nothing to them. and how fast things can change because of one little thing. but I’ve always stood by the quote “everything happens for a reason” and I hope that reason has something to do with the amazing new people that have just come into my life. it’s really nice knowing that I have more people...
i need friends. but at the same time i don’t want any because at some point you realize they all just kind of leave. or at least they leave me. and now i’ve been going through this for a year. at this point i don’t even care, it’s not like i’m even myself anymore. i’m completely different. maybe that’s why they’re leaving.
April 2013
my 5 friends
i know only 1 of them might actually read this and this isn’t meant for them to read, it’s just some place for me to write my opinions so some day maybe they can read this.
M- you are going to be huge. you are going to have more fame and success than any of us. and i know you have a ton of pressure on you to be great and to become greater but in the long run it will be worth it. you...
